i can't even describe it. the most horrifying feeling ever felt, my entire body shut down, frozen in fear. it's the day you dread. it's the words you never want to hear.
i still can't remove that lump in my chest. my stomach dropped. no air within my lungs.
it's going to be ok. i think...but close calls are eye openers. it changes everything. my whole world changed within mere seconds, and now everything looks, smells, and tastes different. life after.
i'll never be the same person i was when i woke up this morning. reality just became very real. i can't be so naive.
when the health, well being, and promise of the most important person in my entire world is questioned...life stops, and you just change.
in the meantime, let's think positively.
