5.25.2011

it is time to let go of the vanity of youth.
the vanity of that which i feel i offer.
"you."

this world is much bigger than i.
and i've learned there's always someone

someone cooler.
someone more handsome.
someone more wealthy.

there will always be someone better.
but only because i've defined my best as something that anyone could achieve.

so i'm giving up the hope that i'm going to break the mold of this community.

because MY life is bigger than that.
bigger than the competition i've worked so hard to keep up with.

and for what?

it's time to start doing me.
and keeping those who actually matter, nearby.
to start a new journey.
a journey that means something.

because

this is it.