it's like i want to wake up
and have nothing be the same
as it was
rather how it is in my head
how it's supposed to be
laid out
in front of me
that moment
that feeling
intertwined from ideal to reality
i pictured it
the weather was dark
but i felt safe
at peace
my priorites meant something
other than surviving.
i always see that bed
that headboard
and those white sheets
i'm there
and as i look out the window
nothing stops me
from getting up
the world at my disposal
to see
to live.
now do it.
